Day 17. My mom always said "
Jode, Red's your color".
Red is supposed to be the best color when you want to raise attention. Attention alright. My coach recently told me how much of a leader I am. Well, no surprise I am a Leadership Coach and also the Director at work. Lately I have been thinking about being a leader and how sometimes I don't want that responsibility. People look to you. People look UP to you. OH the pressure to be GOOD all the time. To be perfect all the time. To have it all handled. And more than
THEM putting the pressure on me,
I PUT IT ON MYSELF. Anyway, I am sharing these reflections with you right now because I have recently realized how much I hold back and don't let people get tooo close for fear that they will see that I am not perfect (
Halaluya!). By holding back though, I don't have the level or depth of relationships that I really want.
Do you remember in my
7 secrets post, in #6 I said I was glad I didn't have a sister so I wouldn't be compared. Well, what has been missing for me is having girlfriends that are like sisters (I have 3 brothers). Last night I really realized that I do have sisters!! TONS of them. They are all around me waiting for me to let them in. HOLY CRAP that was like a lightening zap from the heavens above. HOW COOL IS THAT? Anyway, today's post is an acknowledgement of 3 specific sisters that I LOVE and cherish (and don't tell them this enough)!!! Todays' post is for
Cinderita, Nicole H and Julie S. Thanks girls. I love you!!
AND there are many many more that I will be mentioning in my next posts (I havent forgotten about you all:)
Remix Items: Zebra dress, red sweater, brown knee high boots
This is the first time with the dress for this challenge so time to wear it!! Earrings- these are new from
Benny (I love them!!). And photo's taken in the basement at work because I wasn't will to freeze my girl balls off outside again!! LOL
Long post, but necessary today. I really really really appreciate all of you who visit me regularly and for all the new visitors and followers. It's been so amazing having a community like you who are so fun, supportive, creative and just awesome all around!! Happy mixing.. 13 days to go!!!
xox J